What do I DO

What Do I DO




What do

I do when my mind is on fire

My emotions are like a tornado

But I still feel as flat as a blank piece of paper



Its like



I still havn’t got “it”

I’m still not connected

I haven’t realised meaning

Or perhaps

It means I will never know?



You see



Not know is a strong force

Not now is stronger but

Cruelty is stronger than kindness

Strength is keeping me down



And another thing ..



There is a Queen ruling my mind

Housing my body

Who has never sought my permission



From Me



No licence

No positive mission

No role in my soul



But is high emotional maintenance



I am a high and low emotional junkie

I buy into that



Ebbs and flows

Like life itself

My source of life in motion

An estuary that

Feeds an ocean